Suecide

[cosmiccastaway]

I had an online friend kill herself a couple of nights ago. She went to a library parking lot and put a shotgun to her own head.
She was a painter of the model horses. She did really nice work too.
Her dad died , then her mom died and then her husband left her. After a couple of weeks he came back and took the dogs. All this in a years time.
She was just starting to get up and walk and run the dogs and ride a bike in the park with them...then the guy has to take the very last thing she had left in her life.
He still has his family.. he could have gotten another dog and left her with something .. sigh.

[N]

Hi Katz

Jezz I'm really sorry to hear that, So you really sure she committed suicide. What i mean it wasn't some sort internet prank just to get attention?

[cosmiccastaway]

Nope ,she really did it. It was on the local news where she lived.
She had depression to start with. Then her brother died.. then her mom.. then her husband left her ,she was really bad all this happened to her in about an 8 month time span ,, so she still had her dogs and was just starting to get out and walk them and take them to the dog park again and I think her husband came back and took the dogs away... I think that pushed her over the edge.
Whats really sad is everyone really did like her. She was very highly regarded. What a shame.

[N]

Gezz that is a really sad thing, But God is good so i hope he will cut her some slack in the after life. But I'm really sad for your loss Katz.I never quiet know what to say in these situations.

I wonder if people go to hell when they suicide? There nothing really in the scriptures about it.

[cosmiccastaway]

I have read that it is a sin. Thou shall not kill. If you kill your self its still killing.
I was not that close to her. I did try to talk to her. I did not help.
In July it will be 17 years since my daughter was killed... I still miss her.. I wonder about stuff like would I be a grandmother by now.
How many grandkids and stuff like that.
My husband has one grandchild and one more on the way. I have not seen the first one yet...
His daughter does not come around.
Her boyfriend seems to be ok..
People are crazy... you know that..
What are you working on? Me same old same old .. plastic horses.

[N]

Umm I Finishing up the alien I was working on, I got sick of 3d so I left it for a while. Now I'm gonna try and get it finished and rigged. Also have to work on a flying saucer VW hippie combi van.

[cc]

I know.. sometimes it is all I can do to make myself go work on a model..